All right, I hear you on this one. Were you THAT savage back in the day? Lol…
was i that savage?
probly not much more than your ordinary sub-urban white child
that being said - yes
i am finding out more and more each day
the same magnetism that pulls everybody toward 'death'
i guess it was/is simply my time
yes
i mean it as literally as when i say water is wet
this is a function of 'infinity'
when you look up at the sky (easier during the night sky)
you see an INFINITE distance
an INFINITE number of stars / planets / whatever
INFINITE - as in there is seemingly no end to the space and number of 'bodies' which we can perceive
one of the functions of this INFINITE space is that there is also an INFINITE number of permutations when you consider relationships between objects in space
which means that there are an INFINITE number of situations where there is a star as big as the SUN and a planet the size of EARTH orbiting at 93 million miles away from it
INFINITE
( - aside - it also means that there are an INFINITE number of situations with a planet 92 million miles away from a star and a planet somewhat bigger or smaller than earth
we wont concern ourselves with that right now)
because of this INFINITE number of sun - earth situations
every possible series of events imagineable that can occur on the earth's surface DOES occur in at least one or more place in the uni/OMNIverse
EVERY SITUATION IMAGINEABLE
all of them
yes - what we ('mankind') experience on the surface of this planet IS what is known as 'purgatory'
all the confusion
the struggling
the squirming
the reading
the thinking
the watching
the learning
it is all 'hell'
punishment - i am not so sure if it is punishment - but it is definitely refinement of matter
maybe 'deserved refinement'
i agree that the result of the 'challenge' or 'experience' is more wisdom
but
i am unclear of the possibility of a 'higher' or 'lower' ego
if any thing - i consider egos as 'large' or 'small'
a large ego is more 'devilish' and requires the more refinement
like the erosion of a boulder vs. a rock
CIVIL - at this point there is absolutely nothing which seems crazy to me
except a closed mind which continues to pound square pegs into round holes
i used to think of it like that to a certain degree
but this life seems far from quick
that being said
i do disagree with this goal being impossible
if anything
that 'goal' seems to me to be the only guarantee
the universe can be metaphorically seen as a school
we do have a purpose
PEACE
some current thoughts and theories i been dealing with lately are:
1. words and existence
2. the unconvincing nature of physical 'death'
3. jesus' last and most 'important' lesson
all of which seem to fit in with what we been talking about lately
please ADD ON
and let me know if you want me to dive into any of the other theories i been playing with
PEACE